1 part of me, is a purely insane person. I know this part of me very well. I can't stop any of my childish movements, my idiotic talking, over-hypered, saying 'hello' to everyone like some moron. I would play & have fun with my friends for the whole night & not bothered to notice time slipping past me. It's a nature of me, I guess.
2nd part of me is obvious when I stop hypering. Hypering is quite a wonderful thing to me, because it puts me into funland. But then, suddenly the hyper emotion screams into a halt. It throws me off a cliff, down to all the concerns & worries I fear to think. It's even odd when all my friends & I were still shouting with laughter, then I wake up too quickly from my friends, facing reality alone.
The 3rd part of me, is the 'bad' attitude. After waking up, I had to face reality. I would stop for a while before continuing my journey, analysing data & checking over the pains that I face. The depressed feeling looms up, complaning about the no-answer problems. I'll complain for a long time, then slowly the anger comes in.
There I would be in a serious bad mood. This is when my friends one by one wake up, lazily catching up behind me. My anger is on the loose, & when my friends would jokingly tease me, BOOM. The volcano blasts, hurting all my innocent friends. & I wouldn't care, stomping off into the distance, still mad at all of them, leaving them in confusion.
I can't control myself anymore. I am controlled my a mini-sized, spastic & evil me. What can I do?
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