i stil miss it

i seriously miss eagle ranch. the go-kart...i miss that the most. i oso miss kayaking.. the pillow fight.. the morning warm-ups.. now i only felt that PMO is like another family.. we play, we fight (play de), we make fun of each other (stil play de)... i miss those moments.

its not as if my times at chung hwa is bad.. its just that my school friends that we can seriously fa 'din' make me feel good. in the whole trip we form 2s are the most 'din' batch.. & i'm kinda proud of it..

i've made lotsa frens.. or already frens but better relationship with them.. i feel sad that after this year, form 5 are gona leave us.. and i'm worried that when its our turn to take over games, what kinda games we'll come up with?.. i veri pei fu the form 5s... they actually can make out such a nice + meaningful game..the candle game.

talking about worrying...........
i'm starting to worry again. sometimes i hate myself for worrying these stuff... but what to do?.. haiz. i have to worry for my results, my attitude in clas (so wont enter blue card), & worry for some other ppl's problems. *cough*

BUT, i'm extra worried bout my nose. i sneezed for 13 times today. what is wrong with me?.. my throat isn't much better, either........... (ha-qiu)... plus that, sneezed for the 14th time.

i also found out that if i were a guy, i wouldn't be so...sellfish. seriously, where can you actually find a guy that treats you like a human? well, maybe some, but, they're still so selfish. another conclusion: most guys dont use their brain.